最亲爱的=)

没开口问的
你忐忑反驳
从你的语气里听懂了
不自然的歉疚代表什麽
前座的线索
忍住的颤抖
还想揣摩如果开往他的门口
谎你会怎麽说
最亲爱的最後最远离了
最美好的最後最是痛了
我宁愿你是对的
伤人地拉扯 不如哭着自由
最亲爱的最後最遗憾了
最该走的最後最难转身
我真的被爱过了
你才要我先割舍 不是吗 亲爱的
越是抱紧你 越感受裂缝
最害怕的终於成真了
决定却比想像中还沉重
我多想相信 你也不舍得
否则那些陌生简讯声震动了
你怎麽还没走
最亲爱的最後最远离了
最美好的最後最是痛了
我宁愿你是对的
伤人地拉扯 不如哭着自由
最亲爱的最後最遗憾了
最该走的最後最难转身
我真的被爱过了
你才要我先割舍 不是吗 亲爱的




=(

why???

why do eu wanna 5n mi again and make mi cry bcos of eu again??
i cried for eu for such a long time..
everyone knew bout it..
why do eu wanna make mi cry again??
it hurts..
it really hurts when eu sms mi..
it really hurts to see eu..
please..
don make mi feel so pain anymore..
please..
don let mi see eu anymore..
my heart is bleeding..
i miss eu..
i cant thinking of eu..
can eu please jus leave mi ALONE????

i miss eu..

i loved eu..
but wat happened to us?
we broke up..
and eu gt a new one to be beside eu..
this is why i don believe in FOREVER..
it never come true..
it made mi more difficult to 4gt eu..
it made mi love eu deeper and deeper and cant let eu go..
eu walked in so deep into my heart..
eu locked my heart and eu stayed inside..
now..
eu unlocked it and came out..
eu entered another person's heart and just leave mi alone..
crying at the corner..
thinking of eu..
waiting for eu to come back to mi..
come to mi and hug mi..
kiss mi..
take mi away with eu..
but i've been waiting for so long..
eu never appear..
eu are so far away from mi..
i cant see eu anymore..
eu will neverknow how much i need eu..
how much i miss eu..
and how much i love eu..
i cried myself to sleep every night..
i dreamt of eu coming back to mi..
i prayed for eu to love mi once again..
but it never come true..
i feel so disappointed and so sad..
i love eu..
but eu will never say eu love mi anymore..